A different feeling of lonely...

I'M have been seventeen after June 23rd.

Yeah~ It is hard to live in those times...but I like my seventeen lifes.

I can see a lots of things that i have never knew before~

The important things that i can see...

Is "What are the real friends for."

The sad things is...my boyfriend can't celebrate with me of my seventeen birthday...

It's true that I can't bealive that he can't stay by my side in this lately months...

He will be going to a camp like PLKM... he told me he didn't want to go...

But some of the reason... HE MUST...

IS just a two months, I know is just a short moments...

But I just can't stand it for this two months... cause...

I'm very worried about him...

I know that I have to let him to learn about how to face this difficult society in the future...

of course it is good for my own too...

so I can't think more and less.

I miss him so much than before...

我真的真的很愛 ﹐三八老婆﹐真的真的很愛你﹐整樣吵架都好我們都還是在一起解決事情﹐弄清楚事情。。。。老婆有什麼是就說出來不爽的說出來﹐我們都說過了不管開心不開心都要分享出來﹐不要因為怕我不開心。。。老婆要說出來阿 。。

我不断地犹豫。。。

他的确是明显地 疼爱 我。。。

可是不知道为何都想不到正真的原因与答案。

我曾经尝试过 忘掉所有的一切 ，然后专心去疼回他。

可是当每次行动的过程中，都会出现 挫败 。

我们俩就是会因为某些事情而 误会 了对方，而我就只是当 沉默 的一方。

虽然我会在事后慎重地 反省自己 的过错，可是我们的误会依然连续地发生。

如果可以的话，我希望我能够把我心中不爽·不开心的一切都说给他听。。。

我。。。没那个勇气。。。

因为我最恐惧的就是，他不开心的心情。。。